Trying to not let the emotions drown me in my own tears....

It has been an emotional day. I am heart broken seeing my little baby lifeless in his bed. The nurse told me a little while ago that Kadin does have an infection but we dont know where just yet. They took blood samples and a sample of his lung secretions and they are testing it all to target the infection. Antibiotics are already established but I'm a mess over it ... he just looked bad. He was on sedatives to keep him calm ... please keep praying.